Hah.. Rasa sangat down lately. I have everything in place but the peace is not there. It's because I have done wrong, and now my conscience is killing me. X dapat stop the self hating. Why cant I be a good person? What's stopping me, I dont know. I'm always so ungrateful and frustrated, although I realise I am lucky to have u.
I dont know what I'm after. Lost. I'm still in a quest to find myself. Still a long way to go.
I ask for ur forgiveness and blessing, for me to find that peace in me for now and move on without regrets.
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ReplyDeletedont feel bad.. we'll always love you no matter what.. everybody make mistakes, including me.. just go on with life and things will always be better.. just remember one thing.. never forget that we are the humble subject of Allah.. always submit to Him and seek his pleasure wherever you go, insya Allah, you'll find the peace that you are looking for..
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